I need a rest.. i need a break.. I'm jus so tired...

Yest during my 1hr break, i head down to hancock to revise my work and met JD there.. was checking my mail and saw an email from a frnz... was so happy but when i go through the content, tears gathered.. i may not fully understand and really feel what she's going through, but i jus felt sad.. she's someone i care alot... i dun wan her to be unhappy... girl.. i really hope things would be better for you.. *hugs* would talk abt this any more in here.. anyway, yest the weather suited my feelings.. was pouring.. as winter approaches, it would rain more often, weather would be colder... freezing.. anyway met up with kelly after my classes to help her with her assignment.. interesting.. reminds me of stacey( in poly when u hv to do fliming and we went explanade.. remember? *giggle) we did till late at night and fall asleep.. was really tired.. didnt manage to finish.. and my report as well.. haa.. got to finish by today.. hopefully...

This morning we really tired.. so relactant to go for classes.. forgot to pack lunch but luckly today no HPO lec so i still manage to get back for lunch.. went to library with rus after lunch.. i was so tired that i kinda fall asleep while typing my report.. haa.. stupid library closes early for fri n sat.. cant study till late..

~Amelia*yue*

skipped a few updates... was kinda busy.. mon had lots of stuff to write.. but has forgotton.. anyway after lunch on mon, rus company me go co-op check out my stuff and then i company him to look for his lec then went to the uni beakery to sit and wait for ernest..the donut was nice but would be better if you eat when its freshly baked.. saw jia.. didnt know that rus and her were frnz.. haa.. anyway after ern's lesson, we went kathmandu.. they wanted to get a jacket for winter.. i'm not sure if i should get... but i really love the white roxy jacket that i saw at woden but was kinda ex.. got to ask for permission.. haa.. anyway when we were on our way there, we pass by birkenstock and started talking all abt it and decided to get one that v night.. after dinner, 3 of us went to library study and.. check out birke!!! haa.. so excited.. we planned to perchase it online when we were back to hostel but the internet was down.. so we waited till yest night.. ( 2 be continue)

Yest was really a very busy and tiring day.. had classes as usual from 9am till 12pm then came back for lunch then go classes again at 1pm till 630pm!!! damn.. yest jap test wasnt that good as compared to the previous few that i took as i use hiragana instead of normal romanji.. the diff was so great!! using romanji i would hv plenty of time to go through ad check but hiragana i was rushing to finish.. no time to check at all.. haa really need more practice... lab.. shitty as well... doing grignard rxn... got to prepare and start within 10mins!!! and my first wasnt successful.. sian... got to redo.. luckly i manage to finish and was 45mins before time.. but we had extra tute at 5pm so rushed to the tute after my prac all the way till 630... was so so hungry.. anyway tues was suppose to go gym.. but..think i injured my muscles.. v v pain.. cant sit, walk normally and properly.. feeling so uncomfortable.. so, after dinner, rus, ern, karen and me went to library till 11pm again... still cant finish my revision.. we got back, shower then back to our birke again!!! haa.. guess wat... we talk till 4am.. but still haven order.. haa then i was so hungry, ern n me cooked mee to eat.. then i slept at 5am..

this morning i woke up at 745..Zzzz... so relactant to go to classes.. but i still did and surprisingly, i nv doze off.. haa.. yet still kinda awake now.. haa.. rus and ern nv go for our morning jap class.. woke them up.. ern nv came for breakfast at all and rus came for breakfast and decided to go back to slp.. haa.. anyway.. today lunch sucks!!! i was so so hungry that my tummy was complaining during my last lec and when i got back n saw the food, i was so so dissapointed.. nothing much to eat..

k la.. got to take my laundary and study lo... *maybe will nap la.. keke =p

*forgive me for my broken eng and lenghty boring noncenses... =p and oh ya.. hui jie and sl--> i'm ok already.. thanks.. *hugs*

~Amelia*yue*

~unwell~
After staying in the library, felt kind of uncomfortable.. on my way back, ken kor called.. chat all the way till his credit was used it.. its been some time since we talk.. anyway after the call, i went to puke.. really unwell.. i'm having a headach and really feeling like puking.. maybe i'm tired? i dunno why.. ern called to talk.. went over for awhile but really not feeling too good so came back.. i have to urge to call mom.. tell her how uncomfortable i was, but i dun wan to make her worried.. but really feeling terrible.. how i wish i'm in singapore... i know who to turn to.. but now i'm here, i cant.. turn to pp in singapore only making them worried.. sob..

but i cant forgive myself if i turn to bed now.. i haven been really studying on fri and sat.. i got to do revision today.. b4 this wk starts.. hai.. study study study.. anyway got to know that lyn having exams tmr.. good luck!! all the best =)

*good night everyone.. swt dreams

~Amelia*yue*

~Moody~

Got to know some news from a frnz.. its only a short period of time and its starting to hv tension btw pp.. why? or i'm jus being an idoit again? (not everyone r nice?) or jus being the v unobservant and blur me? but isnt that good? cant everyone jus be nice to each other? more frnz are better than foe... watever.. nothing much i can do.. jus be myself.. but somehow.. it does affect what u wan and wat u have to do.. if u remain in there, wat will others think? if u dun, wat will the other others think? i jus wan everyone to be as a gp, give n take.. everyone has their own pros and cons.. sometimes they dun mean wat they say... so why take it so hard? jus laugh it off and smile.. but anyway.. its jus my own little thinking..

anyway.. everyday seems to be the same.. from the sch term starts till one wk before mid sem exams are still studying studying studying.. tired.. but no choice.. got to perserver.. was talking to mom.. she mention that i better do well.. dun disappoint them.. but dun be too stressed.. but how isit possible? i'm really v stressed up.. esp when i'm still feeling so so tired everytime.. i wan to study.. but i'm sleepy.. i did go gym n exercise, hoping it would get better.. but think got to give it more time.. jus started.. so still not much of a effect yet.. argh.. (lyn, u having exams soon as well rite, so i guess stace n yong too? jia you k.. 9('o')p

its time... meeting karen and jamie to head back to the library again to study.. *love everyone of u... miss u guys... muackkk...

Zzzz ~Amelia *yue*

Yappie.. went to gym this morning.. did an intense workout again.. aching.. haa.. *dun worry my dear frnz.. i did take my b/f now.. hee.. wont black-out again like i use to. haa anyway after that jus had my lunch and went out to belco and dickson with karen, rus n ern.. mainly jus doing some groceries shopping.. nothing much.. had roast duck noodles... wasnt nice.. miss bishan's duck rice... *drool... really miss food in sg.. we bought lots of instant noodles back.. haa.. guess wat.. 2 boxes.. july when u guys see me, think my hair will almost be gone.. haa.. oh ya.. jus received a call from shao liang!!! he's with lyn, stacey n ken at travel fair!!! they really coming!!! yeah... soon!!! so excited.. so anxious to see u guys!!! hee

anyway.. thats all for today.. nothing much.. going to start my study again.. sian.. mid sem exams are coming and lots of assignments to do.. i'm so scare.. argh... pray for me k.. haa.. really hope can do well.. so afraid to disappoint my family...

oh ya... took some photos of my room.. haa.. know u guys hv been waiting.. hee.. pai sei ah.. nothing specail also la..




*muackkk*...
~Amelia *yue*

yeah... lessons are over!!! i need a nap!! so so tired.. yest had jap oral test... so gan jiong but can pass la.. haa.. was glad that i hv rus n ern to study jap with me.. learning together was so much fun and easier to pick up.. thanks =) after jap test 3 of us went woden to do some shopping... and met up with yc n kelly... shop for while and head back to hostel for dinner.. was kind of rush cos kelly n me going gym at 715pm...

while on my way to gym, i saw a frnz (wasnt close at all, seen a few times only) she was really nice as she's v concern abt my safety for going back to hostel after gym.. hee.. anyway its really been a very long time since i exercise so much!!! felt so good.. haa.. we exercise all the way till 915pm then we went back.. was kinda dark and scary although i was walking along the main road.. haa but anyway... i'm safely back.. keke

had my shower and went rus room to have our melon party.. rus, ern n me bought 1/2 a honey dew each.. keke... so swt n nice!!! yummy.. then chat all the way till mid night.. not sure wat time.. haa.. so tired.. n sorry.. felt so guilty.. (u shld know y)

today i got my assignments for my spectro and HPO... i was so worried and scare.. heart was crying again.. i'm so stressed.. i'm really afraid i cant do well.. it really wasnt easy to be in uni...

anyway.. i finally got my parcel!! yeah!!! haa.. althought nothing much inside but i know its safe and sound with me!!! and the coat that kor gave me.. so worried that it may get lost... hee.. think i shall end here.. is eating my stupid packed lunch now.. the sandwich sucks.. first 2 times was ok.. but today's... hmm.. terrible.. (anyway thanks col for helping me keep my lunch n 4 the chocolates.. hee )

~yummy healthy supper.. haa




still misses u all lots lots.. *hugs* =p

~Amelia *yue*

Burrr... weather has changed... its really extremely cold the whole day exp for short period of time during the noon.. the weather is really nuts.. after my classes, went back to hostel for lunch.. looking around for pp i know, only 2 and their table was full.. cant be bothered, i set on the table beside them alone... kinda anti-social and weird... but who cares.. I'm hungry... keke.. after some time, someone put down a glass of water beside me and set down and asked y i was sitting alone.. was JD..*surprised*... was kinda nice of him to change seat to company me.. anyway we chatted for some time and he got to rush for class..

Went to the library to do my revision.. was nodding for the first 15mins.. omg.. i'm jus too tired.. wanted to pack up and head back to hostel to take a nap but decided to stay awhile longer.. before i realised, i've finished my revision and was about dinner time.. hee.. took a few mins nap before going for dinner... so full..

Tomorrow is my mini oral test for jap!!! i'm dead... i hate oral test.. *scare* hope can do well... anyway.. till now i've yet to tell u guys smthin... other then the very first day of sch, i've been wearing glasses to sch... cant believe it rite.. haa.. in SG, i wont even wear my glasses to J8... haa.. told u i've changed.. getting to see wat was written by lecturer is much more impt.. anyway with or without also like that.. not attractive means not attractive.. haa.. =p

Back to studies... bye bye

~Amelia *yue*

*Hey girls.. its a JAYS blog... not jus mine.. add post!!! =p

nothing much for today.. jus plain tired... long day as usual.. only some tots i got while i was walking to classes this morning.. i love trees... i find them really wonderful, gorgeous, attractive... jus too nice for words to describe.. everyone has their own speciality, their v own personality... some stands out in the crowd, some with attitude, some giving a fatherly feeling, some giving a v soft gently feel, some seductive, some loner, some sad... so so much... i jus cant describe my actual feelings.. just felt so happy, comfortable and relax looking and admiring them...

Anyway jus a note to all my family n friends that are not with me, i miss u guys greatly... pls do take care of yrself and keep in touch k.. *hugs*

~Amelia *yue*

Listening to songs i got from him.. soothing.. nice choices of songs.. jus had my dinner.. starting to get use to the food.. typical but as long as it fills yr tummy.. wasnt that bad afterall...

slept at 330am yest and woke up at 930 remembering i'm meeting kelly for gym at 10am.. wash up and got prepared.. walk all the way to the gym, then we realised was public holiday, it only opens from 2-7pm.. so we decided to go for a run instead.. call ern and rus, but both were still sleeping, but luckly, manage to wake karen and jamie up to go with us.. we wanted to go black mountain but jamie lead us to the wrong route and we end up at the museum.. jamie and me were jogging at a constant speed and run all the way back to hostel.. took a few photos and went back to my room to put my stuff and came back out to wait for the other two..

till then was lunch time.. woke rus n ern up and had lunch.. headed back to room and finish off with my report.. finally it was done.. had my shower after that then did my pre-lab work till dinner time.. wat a long holiday.. wat a boring meaningless one.. Zzzz...




~Amelia *yue*

woke up at 840am, dress up and head off to the gym with kelly... its been some time since i did some exercise... did some running, cycling and exercise for the arms.. felt very thirsty and tired while doing exercise of the arms and decided to take a rest and drink some water.. went out to grab my water.. when i was at the selves where i left my stuff, my head started to spin and i felt very weak.. vision starts to get blur and dark... i cant see.. felt the wall beside me and stood down against the wall.. stupid me.. should have taken some breakfast or rather a glass of milk before i went.. vision starts to get back to normal and i went to the toilet to take a rest.. kelly came after me and company me till i get better.. my face was so pale and lips turn white... think i jus too weak.. should train more often.. wanted to go back to gym to contiune with the training but was told off by kelly and decided to go tmr instead..

Got back to hostel for my breakfast.. hot breakfast.. my fav.. took quite alot.. while eating, Rus and Ern pop by.. they jus got back from sdy.. they look so tired.. Rus didnt talk much and head back to his room... think he wont be up till dinner.. haa No donuts from them.. they didnt get to go to the shop..

Back in my room again, bath, washed my clothes and then buried in notes and books again.. got to finish off with my report which i've yet to complete it yest.. jus came back from library to get some books for reference.. tired...

woke up one hr ago... 3pm.. slept at 730am this morning... not cos i went clubbing or pub or any entertainment, but spend my whole night in the hospital... relax.. not me, nothing serious.. jus that Jamie had some rashes, karen and me company her to hospital at 11pm.. and as u can see, we waited for 7HRS!!!! 7hrs before we got to see the doctor.. its really true that u cant fall sick in Aust, or jus canberra? i dunno.. it was on a poster that in that hospital, is how serious u are and not how long u waited.. its true, but... they should have 2 depts, more doc to handle both serious and minor illness.. it was freezing cold, we took blanket from them and lie on the seats and took a nap till jamis's name was called.. everything here is so full of rubbish.. its free for consultation however, the trip to and fro cost her about $30.. the meter jump at a rate of 5cents/sec!!! whatever... jus how that she's be fine..

yest was a tiring day.. had classes from 9-2pm.. had to hv packed lunch.. suprisingly i didnt doze off at all.. the last hr was my honours pathway option lec.. its really tough.. i cant really understand.. got to read up.. actually i did.. that night before, with Rus and ern.. in the library for about 3hours.. but i jus cant understand.. hope that it wont affect the rest of my modules.. after my classes, i went to rus's rm and chat till evening till karen came, 2 of us went civic, had jap dinner (wasnt so bad) and shop till 9pm when the shop closes.. didnt get anything.. =( hee..

hmm.. as for today, got to finish up with my lab report.. rus, ern and gp r already enjoying themselves in sdy... hope they bring lots of donuts back.. keke.. yummy...


~What i had for dinner yest~


~In Clavary Hospital~

*Hugz~muackkk*

~Amelia *yue*

yest.. after classes, got back to hostel, had my lunch, bath and got to bed immediately.. i'm totally drain out.. i'm so tired.. slept for 30mins and headed off to library again.. got to study for my jap test.. Ern joined me soon after i got there.. we went to the basement (chika ikkai)so that we can talk and learn our jao as the basement is super uu lu... hee.. then karen join us and we studied till 6pm and got back..

It was pouring heavily... but was HL's bday, we got to go out n hv dinner and so we finially got to use umbrella.. haa (seldom rain here) we went to a resturant at civic to help him celebrate.. dunno much of the pp there, but got to know a few new pp.. i had rice noodles with seafood, fried with oyster sauce!!! yummy.. so nice.. miss oyster sauce.. haa... took photos blar blar blar and came back.. it was drizzling then... was walking in the rain.. thinking of sg again... *sigh* anyway it was 945pm when we came back and we got to wait till 10 then can cut cake so karen and me jus loiter around.

we met Rus n Ern and they we going to hv coffee at Jil's room so we tag along.. her room is so nice.. so swt.. so cosy.. so homely... haa.. anyway we only got to drink a few sips and got to go cut cake... after eating, bath then we got back to drink to cooled coffee.. hee.. till then all of them were heading back to their rooms.. me n Ern went to Rus room to revise our jap.. 1+ am... headed straight to bed... jus couldnt take it.. i'm so tired..

this morning lectures, i really doze off.. really sleeping in class.. i couldnt control.. i'm jus to tired.. after that i had one hr break, wanted to look for a place to take a nap but met up with vera, chat till my next lesson.. jap class... wont fall asleep.. it interactive, so its kinda fun.. test was good.. wat i studied was still in my head.. hee.. but next wk's oral test i'll be dead.. haa..

came back for lunch at 1pm, had 2 slices of "pizza" and now i'm so so hungry!!! anway after that i met up with Ern and Rus to wash clothes.. lol.. sounds funny rite.. but of cos throw inside washing mashine and wash.. not like wat Rus said, go river and wash.. haa.. *faint* played a fool there for sometime and went back to bath and blog.. finally done.. time for bed.. haa.. no library today.. keke.. maybe after dinner.. =)

*muackkk muackkk*

~Amelia *yue*

yest was a super long, tiring and day... during my only 1hr break, i rush back to JohnXXIII to print my flowchart and met Eric on the way.. sch coms were all unable to read my doc and so i ask if he has his personal printer and yes he did but wasnt with him at the mmt... he met scott and help me ask from him and we got to use his printer but... still there's prob!!! jus cant print it... no idea why is that so... argh... last 15mins i ran all the way to chifly library hoping the info watever person could help me, he was v nice and helpful but still cant get to print it!!! end up i jus went for my lab empty handed.. haa... and u know what?? my lec jus ask me to draw on the spot... wasted all my effort and time... miss my lunch somemore.. so hungry during my lab...

After dinner, as usual, i went to the library with karen and shortly after, HL, JD, Ernest, colin & gang joined us... too crowded.. kinda noisy but still manage to study and get my things done.. hee.. we studied till the library close.. 11pm... then karen, ernest, eugene and me went Rus room to hv supper!!!! meggi mee!!! hee.. the hungry little ones (rus, ern, karen & me) went out to hv second round of supper.. haa... Dolly's... not bad la... quite nice and the most impt thing is jus around the corner... hee.. went back, talk to ern on the ph and was dead on the bed...

Too many days of long nights... i'm so tired... drag myself out of bed... usual routin, prepare, morning call to frnz and breakfast... this lesson of jap was kinda boring... and followed by my chem... i was so tired that i actually fall asleep and had secs of dreams... haa.. and now is my 1hr of break... blogging as u can see... hee... got to end here... class starting soon... 1 more hr and its done for me!!! yeah...

~Amelia *yue*

omg.. its 1am over here already.. just finished my pre-lab flowchart... yet to finish all the qns and revision for my jap test tomorrow... *faint*... somemore super long day tomorrow.. how can i survive... Zzzz

Yest night went to my friend's room to chit chat.. got to know them more and learn some stuff from a friend too (really made me think through what he said)... anyway, i finally tried baby food even since sec sch, was talking with qian abt it and wanted to try but yet to do it till yest.. frnz got it out of curosity and made a deal to finish it together.. he bought the Fruit salad yoghurt.. i tot was ok but some how he find it disgusting... but nevertheless, i made him finish half of it.. haa =p

Today was a short day for me.. applied for gym membership right after class with kelly.. hee maybe karen will be applying as well... yeah... hope can really go there often to train up and hope my dozing off prob would shoo off soon.. haa.. =p

anyway after my lunch, i went straight to library alone to study till 5pm, rest till dinner time and went straight to library with karen... soon after, Ernest, JD, Eugene and Izzack was there as well.. we all studied till 11pm then came back to hostel.. 1st time having a v short conversation w the person... wasnt that bad afterall...

Thats not the end... seems to be so busy... immediately when i got back, when to take my shower then back to work again... hee... anyway thats all.. got to get back to work now!!! if not i'm dead... tues sucks!!! wish me luck for my jap... =)















Night everyone... Swt dreams... *Love Hugz & Kisses* muackkk muackkk muackk

~Amelia *yue*

studied till half pass 2 yesterday.. so tired... woke up at 11am... lucky today is brunch... still have my bacon etc... only breakfast that i'm dying for.. =p Anyway tummy wasnt feeling gd... till after i finish my brunch, it got worse... it really hurts... told Karen abt it and she company me back to my room.. i couldnt lie flat... its so painfully... it feels better to curl up.. hee she then called Ernest for panadol... felt so much better after puking my fav bacon.. kee =p

Went to the library with Rus, Ernest, Karen and Jamie at 2pm till 5pm... Ern was so funny... he on his mp3 while studying and he started singing loudly w/o realising it.. we girls jus couldnt stop giggling.. Anyway i did quite abit for study.. should go there more often.. no distraction.. good progress... but not enough!!! i haven do so much stuff and seems like exams are coming so soon... *argh*...

After studying, had a chat with frnz.. relationship... really such a bother... having the same prob as my other frnz... similar character as well... haa... anyway... me and kelly made a deal.. no bf during uni life... i wan to concentrate on studies... i wan to do well... i wan to do my family proud... i will try my best...

Nothing much.. life getting boring... back to studies again... haa... but nv regret choosing this uni.. afterall, we're here to study... it good to be at a boring place.. wont be tempted to play.. can focus on study... =)

~Amelia *yue*

Nothing much for today... slept through the morning, woke up at 11am, had my shower, did abit of revision and woke my friends up for lunch... =p left over prawns from our commencement dinner, taste kinda fresh though.. hee hmm.. wanted to study but mind went drifting away again till my friend came knocking on my door... chit chat for quite some time then back to study again.. it wasnt long that i felt tired and sleepy, so i took a nap at about 5pm and woke up by friend at 530 to get ready for dinner...

Kelly, karen, Vera, Rus, Ernest, Eugene, Diana, Paul and me went to Happy's for dinner... It wasnt seems to be a rite day for a gathering... the atm seems kind of wierd... everyone seems to be rather quiet and wasnt fun like it used to be... wat was wrong? i had no idea... anyway we girls went back after dinner.. didnt join them for drinks... got to study... wanted to get red bull as coffee is totally useless!!! but it wasnt cheap... end up, i'm with my coffee and books again...

Recently had a few miss call to my rm phone.. was it mom??? no voice msg... had some probs with my rm phone.. cant call out... I miss u... so sad and sorry that I didnt get to talk to u... hope u and kor is fine over there.. love u 2 so much... miss u 2 dearly... *hugz*

Nothing much today... enjoy yr wkends my dear friends... love u guys... *muackkk*

~Amelia *yue*

~Boring... Lost focus~

Its friday!!! shld be party time... but not for me.. everyone was still in bed and I'm up heading to sch... I'm so tired, trying v hard to stay focus but jus keep dozing off.. had two packets of coffee for one serving but still no effect... I'm dead.. wat shld i do?? lessons ended at 1pm.. finally.. took a ride back from my friend using bicycle, so so scary.. but so relax and fast... haa... anyway when i went back for lunch, my friends jus got out of bed!!! damn... so good... envious... hmph..

Didnt do much the whole afternoon, did some photo edit, post and admire photos and slag till evening... dinner, bath, net and study...

Couldnt stay focus today... been surfing net once in awhile while studying... mind been wondering away... need to control... need to get back to track... need to work hard for my studies... Studying really is a brain torture... cant slp well, cant hv entertament, cant socialise, cant... too much to say... its not true for some, they can play hard yet get gd results too... but i'm not in that category... how i wish i could...

Anyway i'm so so sleepy now... made a promise to myself tat i gotta study finish before i slp, so think i betta continue with my work now... *muackkk*

good night my dear ones... *hugz*

~Amelia *yue*

Its 12am on a Friday morning. Relaxing after a hard day of work...

After reading yue's post, I've been thinking of that milkshake!! You lucky ger! I'm glad you're adapting to the new environment, making new friends and having fun. Got meet any cute aussie guy? Hehe...

Nothing much to say, cause I'm really sleepy since its past midnight. Had a long day at work today. Lots of drama, cursing, swearing, bitching and consoling, but it all ends well. After all, at the end of the day, no matter what you've encountered, done or resolved, its all about what you've achieved. Hehe... I miss sch life. Yue... enjoy your campus life. Once you're in the working society, its the man-eat-man world, survivor of the fittest!

Really thankful that we have this blog. Its a great way of updating one another on the happenings in our lives. Gives us a better and deeper understanding of one another, keeping the bond we've built over the years tighter and stronger. A better and more convenient way for us to convey messages that would be hard to say face-to-face, hence allowing deep down feelings to be revealed.

I just wanna say that I'm so blessed to have J.A.Y. You gers are part of my life, no matter how little time we get to spend together, I know you gers will always be there when I need you all most. Now I'm gonna take this blissful feeling with me to bed.

Goodnight/morning.

--Stace--

Tots~~ smart, good looking, well to do family, decent, too good to be true rite??? how would there ever be such person exist?? there must be some flaws... no one is perfect.. only could accept their flaws and seeing them as a perfect person.. Accepts who they are...

~Woohoo... Great day!!!~

Morning was jus a simple normal routine... nothing special, only classes after classes... After classes, went Civic (city in Canberra) to check out on Hp plans and went for milkshake at Gus cafe... Stace!!! I had Chocolate Thick shake!!!! It was really so extremely nice!!! No ice no nothing... jus plain chocolate icecream and milk!!!! Omg... while I was drinking it, u appears in my mind... no one else but u... haa... how nice if u're here to share it with me...

Anyway after that was my Commencement Dinner!!! Got back, bath, doll up and woohoo... party time... hee For this dinner, we gotta dress formally with a acedamic gown... its was so cool... at 1st, i find that the gown was kind of ugly and stupid but after some time, i think it looks kind of smart, cool and nice... having the feeling of graduation.. =p And as for the dinner, it was so much nicer as compared to the usual dinner esp. when smoke salmon was served!!! It was really good... The main dish wasn't the fantastic but the desert was great... the coffee éclair was yummy!!! Mmmm... Keke... The fun part for this whole night was the photo taking session... having seriouly crappy friends around... haa 3cheers to JohnXXIII... lol... oops... so act act... yeaks... haa

After dinner, we went to Gus again... chit chat, gossip, take photo... recently, after outings, while on my way back to hostel, crazy girls like us would be runing across the sprinkles and got ourselves all wet.. So fun... Although hostel wasn’t that great, esp. the food sucks but somehow, the experiences, the friends I made was really cool... =)

Yong, no worries... we're JAYS... we're as one... i wont blame u for it... i understand that u're busy... its ok... but u do take care of yrself k... and work hard k.. Promise... 4 of us must do ourselves proud! Really miss u girls so much... do keep me update of the happenings in sg...















Hugs and kisses...

~Amelia *yue*

hey yue/ger!!!! looks like you're having quite a bit of fun despite the stress and all.. well, just remember that it's one hell of an experience and try to savour each moment ya?

first time blogging so erm, all in all quite strange yet exciting! like i'm about to post my own nude picture haha! BTW, can we have more pics??? Take everything la... like your dorm, your toilet, your lecture theatre, your friends (especially cute ang mohs), everything you see everyday we also want to see!! ^_^

Anyway, just want to say something from the heart... i know before you left, i've not had much opportuniy to spend more time with you, its either rushing for my assignments and exams or having to please that "bugger" of mine. So in a way i felt really bad... and i havn't been able to talk to you much since you've been there, especially w/o the internet, except on Valentine's Day. But still, just want you to know that even though i may not be around to talk to you or see that you're ok, keep in mind that you're in my thoughts, and with every passing day i'm wishing the best for you!

Please take care of yourself ah.. and don't grow so fat like most people do when they come back from colder countries. dunno why also... maybe cos its cold then they eat more to stay warm. =D
Lurve, hugs and muacksss
Yong

It always happens.. I've a gut feeling that it has already started... tot u deny but still i trust my own.. haa... anyway.. There's nothing much I could do, only to drop hints and wish u luck.. =p and as for me.. lucky I nv started it.. its was wrong, way from the start... which is a great and good decision that was made... currently, shld only focus and concentrate on the main aim.. no destruction.. jia you! ---> *lyn, 1st class honours wo.. =) keke

Just finish studying my jap test for tomorrow with 2 totally diff personality person.. so so funny... one, funny cos of the nutty things he said abt xxxx and the other one is jus so so crappy from the start when i know him... u'll nv fail to laugh when u hang out with this guy.. darn lame...

Anyway I got to know a story... a v romantic story.. a v sweet memory to keep... nv had one been so nice and sweet to me before.. kinda envy... haa... anyway.. good for u my girl... no matter what happen nexts, i'll be there to support u... but for now, we shld influence each other to study hard... do our v best!!!

hey... JYS... enjoying life huh... watching movie w/o me!!! sob... how could u... haa... jk.. anyway enjoy.. Take photos and post it here... miss u guys so so much!!! *hugz* *muackkk*

~Amelia *yue*

Had med physio revision yesterday evening but left early. Thought i might as well spend time at home reading up, doing my own revision. Its a 3hr class but half the time, the lecturer wld be sharing his sexist jokes. (-.-)"

Came across this site that determines, from your name alone, the most dominant personality traits. Giving you a fun little recipe for your own personality cocktail.
(decided to try this fer fun. keke! maybe u girls shld try it out too!)

here's mine!
How to make a Joycelyn:
Ingredients:5 parts competetiveness,5 parts crazyiness,1 part beauty.
Method:Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of curiosity and enjoy!

5 parts of competitiveness? (hmmm...??) I totally agree with 5 parts of craziness thou' heh.heh. 1 part of beauty. haha! cool. =P rite~

Stace, prob meet up this friday fer a movie? Heard the guys wanna catch Underworld- Evolution?

-jos-

~Tiring day~

Walking through the freezing morning breeze, on my way to school.. thoughts and memories came rushing through my mind.. i had changed so much.. walking alone to classes, sitting @ the first few rows in classes, settling & doing things alone r no longer a problem to me anymore.. should i thank him for the terrible past that he made me went through that may be the reason that i changed or shld i continue to detest him? forgive & forget? maybe... i shld... no point blaming.. wont change anything.. since its the past.. smile and continue with life.. =)

Anyway had a super long day today!!! from 9am till 6pm with only one hr of lunch break!!! omg.. its so tiring, esp to rush from classes to classes.. had my jap test today.. wasnt that bad.. but still got to study for the next test this thurs.. so much test... killing my brain cells... (x_x)

Had my first lab... kind of a lost sheep wondering... haa but i wasnt the only one.. the demostrator was kind of nice, assisting every now and then, but.... argh!!! shit him!!! ('x') my next exp, he told me the wrong thing!!! the lecturer said i may hv to redo that next wk!!! argh.. sob... but lucky i'm not the only one who has yet to finish it... anyway time really do flies.. 4hrs of lab jus pass within a blink... haa...

Finished dinner... time for a bath and back to work... no time to lag... busy busy busy...

ps: those that ask me to bring guys back 4 u, sorry.. no time for that... lol... think got to hv a long wait... haa =p

~Amelia *yue*

Hi gers,

Great to have a blog again. Sorry for not able to setup one. Been too busy recently.

How are you gers? Yue, I've been sending you mails and chatting with you online, so we've pretty much updated one another. For Lyn and Yong, haven't met with you gers recently... Either you all are busy or its me. Well, guess we all are too caught with both work and studies, but I really miss you gers so much. :P

Its been a crazy week for me. Been so busy at work. My working hours have unofficially become 9am to 7+pm. Haha... So by the time I'm back home and ready to rest, its 10pm... I need to get started on my graduation project which is due in 3 weeks! I'm so dead... Fcuk with work!! Fcuk with clients!! Fcuk with proposals and media plans!! Hehe... pardon my swearing... Only you gers are able to tolerate my frustrations. (I hope?)

Ok, we really got to meet up sometime over the weekends. I can't continue anymore, cause I'm posting this during my office hours. Need to get away from constant analytical situations. Hehe...

Love you all and take care!

-- Stace --

...monday blues

rite~ so i couldn't get outta bed this morning. man.... its monday. Woke up and fell back to bed again. opened my eye and peered into my phone to check the time.7.15am. WTH. =/

work (as usual) - busy mondays-
I'm having classes from mon-fri this week. help!
And I'm gonna haf on Kopi this week. dun think i'll get thru the nite without some caffine. lolz. (as good as sleeping at home) Had Medical Physiology this evening, and we covered a fair bit of the BRAIN~ haha... was one of the few whom was asked by my lecturer if I did remember any incident tt happened when i was younger. incidents tt I would never forget - My first day at St Hilda's Kindergardent? ahaa! yes... wad a day... wad an embarrassing day.

alritez, its bedtime. gotta head to lala land soon.
*yue, i'll be getting a mic soon. keke. tt way it'll be easier to tok.

*pOOf!*

-jos-

~~Sickeningly Interesting~~

Today was suppose to be the best day of the week, only 2hrs of lessons.. However.. things jus doesnt seems to be able to finish. Was busy doing my pre-lab preparation the whole afternoon till night and it wasnt done completely.. but I'm having a jap test tomorrow, so i hv to stop and study for it..
Drank kohe (coffee in jap) to keep myself awake.. jus so so sleepy.. i'm dying.. been drinking lots of kohe.. Zzzz
Althought studying for test was kinda stress, got to memorise, understand & stuff like that but its jap, its jus different.. it jus seems so fun and interesting.. haa.. *nuts.. entertaining myself.. (thats the way man.. must study in a relax manner.. =) gambate P(^.^)9

hmm... got to revise one last time and time for bed.. so so tired.. super long day tomorrow...

*Muackkk muackkk.... good night... miss u guys

~Amelia *yue*

yay! Our very own bloggie! Welcome welcome everyone.... To JAYS avenue. *bleh! sounds so cheezy.
anyhow... Babe, do drop ur posts every now & then. Yue, thou' we're not in same the country, but we still see the same side of the moon. =)

-jos-

At a far away loney pathetic place, missing my family, friends and food.... Australia... not a wow place as you guys will think it is as I'm not at Mel where u can shop like crazy, Gold coast, sdyney etc sun bathing at the beach, enjoying life.. I'm at the capital, Canberra... so so boring!!! We used to complain about how boring life is at SG, but when i came over, then I started to appriciate how wonderful it is to be at SG..

Anyway... there's one thing about going overseas that i nv regret was to get the wonderful gift that i got from my frnz esp the great effort that my gang put into for the cds of mtv and memories of my farewell party.. was really so sweet of them.. love u guys..

Anyway its about a month since i got here.. 1st wk was the usual orientation and stuff.. That was my worse wk of the month.. I cried on the v first day.. That was when i was alone in my room and was looking at the mtv my frnz gave me, the plush toys that i received, the photos that i brought, i couldnt help it but to cry.. seriously missing everyone in SG.. Although there were lots of activites in my hostel for the o-wk, but I jus felt lost and lonely.. esp for meal times, that was the worse time of all.. I hated to hv meals alone! i nv had my meals alone.. i would rather skip.. =p However, i got to know a guy who was kinda nice, we went for meals togther etc and slowly I got to know more SG pp and a hk gal from my hostel and i started to mix with them.. & meals was nv alone again (most of the time la).. haa

My second week was totally jus plain studying.. people are still exploring and enjoy the last wk of holiday and yet i sign up for a bridging course to refresh my memories.. Am i nuts? lol... but was really kind of enriching and useful..

School term starts...I was so so stressed up!!! OMG!! its only the first class and i was going crazy.. (feel like crying.. again.. haa oops, so crybaby..shit!) seriously I'm so "hardworking" now as compared to b4.. and that time i cried over my elective.. haa.. and got scolding from 2 frnz from my hostel.. haa.. and of cos i took their advice and change my elective.. i'm taking jap now!!! hee.. so everything abt studies is kinda settled... jus that gotta really study everyday cos some lec really sucks.. got to learn by yrself.. "cool" rite.. (force u to be hardworking) haa..

On 24 feb is one of my frnz bday... we went Happy to eat asian dinner!!! so so nice!!! *drool* after that we went for coffee then clubbing.. haa.. those clubs sucks as compare to SG.. hee serious.. oh ya.. so scary.. there was an incident, i didnt know there were 2 guys fighting right behind me till my frnz pull me aside.. real fierce.. haa.. my frnz was worried i would get hurt as i was kind of close to them so he grab me and pull me to another place.. =) * thanks* wat an experience..

ok... i'm kinda naggy... jus one last event... ok.. hee 040306... Canberra was having a big event which i've yet to find out wat it is.. anyway they hv sky fire (fireworks)!!! its was so cool ad nice!!! It lasted about 20mins... Great view, great place where they can accomodate almost everyone in canberra... so fun and nice.. we had tons of fun, scream and laughter.. seriously enjoyed myself yesterday.. esp after the sky fire, we girls were screaming and singing, hving our own concert, run throught sprinkles (water plants) getting wet etc.. haa then supper @ frnz rm.. hee..



Thats all!!! end of my 1mth experience... love and miss everyone of u!!! *Hugs* *Muackkkkk*

-Amelia *yue*