Aww... this term break is a tough one.. lots of exams and assi after that.. dunno if its gd or bad... and of cos not forgetting my project.. =( anyway... thanks to Ivy, had a nice sweet lunch once again... curry rice!!! how nice of her.. =) everytime bring sweets or meals for me.. haa so xing fu... haa
hai.. should i take up the summer scholarship? Hao fan ah!!! what should i do? not much time left to decide...

Aww!!! why did they change the format during my batch!!! shit.. i did 7yrs of pass yr paper and has been the same throughout... but why is mine different!!! so tough... damn it... pray hard...
ai yo.. next killing exam... i'm learning chem not bio!!! but this coming exam is stuff on bio!!! so sian.. shitty sem..

ahh.. not fated to swim... Ivy jio to go swimming, but got stupid exam till 815pm.. how to go sia... darn.. hai... anyway was jus looking at some pics.. missing my babes... how are u girls? seems to dist away from all peeps in sg.. haven contacted anyone back home... =p miss u guys... few more moths to go to be back home once again... this to n fro is really tiring... when will i grad... feeling old already.. haha

Open day... lousy lunch and as expected, pizza for a meal.. dinner... 3 crazy girls, the usual gang, we took 3 whole pizza back to our room.. lol.. one meat lover, supreme n one hawaiian of cos we didnt finish it all, but guess about 2 whole.. Ooo... so full so satisfied.. lucky we went there early.. now i know why we used to leave with a slice or none.. cause everyone took one whole pizza!!! haa

Aww.. Feeling sooo good... First time ever in Canberra, went shopping spree alone... haa wanted to get some daily stuff and just a bag for gold coast... ans as i was waiting for Ivy to off work and walk back to sch together, i went shopping around.. got stuff from Forever New.. lol doesn't it reminds you of forever 21? lol.. then finally the bag from country road.. and some other random stuff.. Aww feeling bad.. spending quite abit this mth.. but feeling so gd.. been such a long time.. haa =p then when i was waiting for ivy, i saw rus.. wow, didnt see him since that dinner he brought just to when we first came back.. you got fatter? been cooking nice fd rite.. damn.. miss yr dumplings.. haa
anyway ivy was sooo sweet... she knew that my hostel food sucks a big time, she packed some food from her workplace for me for dinner.. awww thanks!!! then we met up with xiao gao then went back sch to do their assignment. wanted to go back and take and notes to study as well, but end up playing with ivy's Nintendo!!! damn.. so addictive la!!! so fun... and so... wasted my whole arvo... shit man.. having exams next wk.. suppose to study!!!! really should start mugging lo...
oh and... kelly... msg for u!!! i talk to that han zhong nan's sg frnz today.. yeaks! he really damn fake damn disgusting... kao the way he speaks... the way he slang... oh god..too over!!! *puke*

最后一班悬浮火车
满载悬在空气中的不舍
我们却像陌路旅客在月台分开站着毫无牵扯

现在的我能说什么
徘徊你们之间的流浪者
说决定性是给你的却要你给我留下来的许可

我只想再哭一下下
把记忆彻底的分化
等哭完我就会回家
眼泪我会替自己擦

我只想再哭(不爱)一下下
假如你不反对的话
以后我不会再牵挂
可知我有多努力啊
只有这办法 再不再想他

希望你是谅解我的
感动过的痕迹还能割舍
一颗心就要爱你了
暂停一下并不算出尔反尔

情 绪 化 的 我 自 私 的 我
好 想 对 你 说 ， 我 想 你
不 该 把 你 推 开
再 想 把 你 拉 近
但 我 真 的 不 舍
我 真 的 不 想

接 受 你 的 好， 但 这 样 就 好
对 你 的 回 复， 没 别 的 暗 号
难 道 这 样 真 的 不 好

跟 你 一 起 的 我 很 放 肆
跟 你 一 起 的 我 没 约 束
喜 欢 这 样 的 我 不 对 吗

跟 我 一 起 的 你 很 自 傲
跟 我 一 起 的 你 不 细 心
讨 厌 这 样 的 你 不 对 吗

不 想 回 到 过 去 但 也 想 从 回 过 去

Its been such a long time since i been to the gym.. so tiring.. cardio and some light weights... miss the gym classes back in sg... hopefully this time back during holi can sign up for some short term session... kelly, lets go again! haha
ah... exams coming next wk.. really gotta buck up... then can have tons of fun in gold coast!!! yippie!! cant wait.. 3 worlds here i come... hopefully can try para sailing as well.. soo cool... then followed by Narooma and NSW day trip... exciting holiday to look forward to..

下雨了　站在玻璃门里头
并没有　总是挂念着我　带着伞来接我
夜晚了　只剩老板跟我
像从前你抽着烟皱眉头
不知怎么安抚　太任性的我

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼爱我以后
已经过去　雨伞和雨衣　不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后　来不及了
手写的留言对像已经不会是我

停雨了　不必再躲雨了
已经过了该打烊的时候　还是不太想走
太晚了　只能坐计程车
为什么想念着摩托车
常常会半路熄火的后座

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后
已经过去雨伞和雨衣　不会再庇护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你不再疼我以后　来不及了
长长的简讯对像已经不会是我

走在湿漉漉红砖道上
沿着导盲砖试着假装　的确有点困难
也许我就这样走路回家
反正你不再在乎几点　该几点回到家

本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你再也不疼我以后
已经过去　雨伞和雨衣　不会再保护我
本来不觉得你特别疼我
直到你放弃爱我以后　来不及了
对不起长大太慢　害你遗失了我
抱歉　让你白费了这么多

what happened? until now i'm still thinking of it.. who can i turn to, to talk about this? I'm not sure how to even bring up the topic.. its a small matter that could have happen to alot of people, its nothing big, but not when its from her... its kind of weird and makes me think if i have done anything that i didnt realize. but what could it be? retribution? haaa... what crap.. shall just let things be.. shall just see what happen next... maybe afterall i'm just thinking too much...
so much work to be done! god... hope can i finish and exams in few wks n tons of assignments as usual...
*sad*

Thanks everyone for the greetings etc...
Yest met up with Felicity & big boss in the arvo n thanks to Winnie for the info to feli, she got me a box of excellent chocolates!! and the first thing that came to me is stace.. haa jie.. if i go mel, i sure get it for u.. its really nice.. and the funny thing is i got a hug from dr chai.. lol... just so weird.. and she wanted to sabo me with qns during her talk!! but lucky she didnt, but mention my name quite a few times.. then had dinner with paul at boat house by the lake!!! Omg!!! seriously... never can you imagine how good is the food... nothing to complain at all, right from the starter to desserts... sooo good... first up, bread with oliver oil, then complimentary soup from the chief (slightly salty but is excellent), then kangaroo serlion for appetizer then salmon for main and two great desserts!!! seriously, you sooo full but you just cant help but to continue eating... yummy!!!! its was so good.. you really got to go there if you get the chance to...

Thanks Kelly, Julia, 天 才 Ivy 与 笨 蛋 小 高 for the adv Birthday celebration. so sweet of them... 6 donuts = 1 birthday cake.. special eh... so nice too!!! yummy!!! and the perfume i like!!! ahh!!! thanks so so much... love you guys!!!
*good luck to my test tmr*

An unexpected email from ken kor... Thanks for the concern. anyway i understand no point dwelling on it, but we often need some time to bitch about it before we can get over it rite.. =) anyway i'm fine now.. nothing much i can do.. Just to do well for the rest of it...
scorpion toxin... what do u think of it? doesnt interest me much reading thr tons n tons of different toxins... it doesnt stand out at all... till... how cool is it that it actually illuminates the cancer cells n thus of cos helping in surgery of cancer!!! Hit news of 2007!!! haa

PS: Thanks SL...

Seriously... the most unlucky thing that ever happen... flight full came back late.. miss the 1st announcement... then most prob rushing from another class to that, miss the 2nd announcement once again... been asking for lecture recordings... nv put up... even till now.. if not i would hv done my revision... but no... still didnt realize anything till i set down... read the paper... TEST!!! god... it really hit me hard... still wondering if its examinable... almost wanted to hand in blank paper the very first time ever in my life... gosh... after exam... embarrassed to let the lecturer recognise me.. went off immediately after i handed in... asked a classmate and realize that i worth 10%!!! F***!!! how can i not break down... haiz... damn suay... n now bloody phone not working... cant even call home... worse day of my life...

A Special Post to a Special Person...
Happy Birthday Jie!!!! Hope that you had lots of fun today!!! miss you lots..

*hugs & kisses*
yue