~距离~

于 你 的 距 离 好 像 越 来 越 遥 远 。 。 。
感 觉 就 在 眼 前 的 你 却 好 遥 远 。 。 。

人 人 常 说 出 国 是 很 好 的 体 验 ， 我 不 得 不 赞 同 ， 但 就 因 此 于 你 远 离 了 。 。 。
这 样 到 底 值 得 吗 ？

你 。 。 。 没 指 定 是 你 。 。 。
你 。 。 。 包 含 了 许 许 多 多 的 你 。 。 。
留 学 这 段 期 间 ， 我 失 去 了 你 ， 也 把 我 于 你 的 距 离 拉 的 好 遥 远 。 。 。

WE have distanced.... in a way or another...

Days n days mugging in library... never ever been so hard working... waking up at 8, prepare and have breakfast and head to library at abt 9... study till about 1230 and head back for lunch then back to library again till 5pm for dinner then rest an hr or so then back to library to abt 10+... gosh... but y am i not as confident as the previous sem... this sem is really just bad... lots of work but no results... tired... so drained....

Not sure about you guys, but I've heard about plants do slp... But I've never encounter it personally and have nv bother to check it out.. until recently.. did something weird, nonsense, crazy, whatever... I've planted green bean just like back in primary school days, but this time round, in mud instead of cotton wool, and i realized that it grew much better! stronger, taller, nicer... if memory serve me right...
anyway, what i saw today was very interesting.. to me... i actually seen the plant "sleeping" check out the pictures...




*Wide awake*



*Sleeping*

observed the different? lol...
in conclusion --> Life in Canberra is indeed boring...

Finally finished all the assignments by last fri... presentation for that day went really well. First time being so confident and well prepared. at least one thing that i'm satisfied for the whole sem.
This sat is the start of mugging.. timetable planned. hope can pass thr this sem.. praying hard...
anyway was eating biscuit just before i thought of writing this post... was thinking how hungry and pathetic we are.. had nothing but white rice and was thinking it really taste damn good... w/o any other veg or meat.. cause its really bad... but i cant consume the food in my room too fast.. got to last till my exams end... gosh.. really hungry...

Gosh, I'm full of nerves now... the long await presentation is finally coming.. tomorrow first thing in the morning and now i'm already shivering... been practicing and i have the whole presentation in my head, but when ever i present it to my friends or whoever, i always forgot a term or word to used to describe what i want to say... gosh... too nervous... why isit to be fri? it should be earlier and we can get over and done with... with this hanging there, i cant concentrate on my upcoming exams... how can... so dead... worried....

This post is just specially dedicated to my xiao tian tian Ivy!!! haa.. didnt intend to let give you my blog, cause i usually just talk crap in here with all my complains and unhappiness... but since you're going back to TW soon and will miss me lots haa, so i guess this is the only way to update u about yr dearest "gan ma ze yang" of her life here eh... haa

Happy Birthday Lao po!!! my dear girl, hope u would still have a nice day even with stupid lec at night... sorry for the short conversation and y are we talking abt sch stuff.. haa sorry, got to study... catch up with u again soon!!! miss u lots... Happy birthday....

extreme stress~~

next mon maths assi due, tue final report review due, fri final report due and test then following wk presentation then wk after, exams!!! gosh... *faint...

anyway aside those stress, i'm in extreme good mood today! receive a msg in friendster from my pri sch friend, TR!! gosh... first was geraldin then now andy!!! if i remember u? haa of cos man!!! what an interesting yrs we had back then... how can i forget abt u... lol damn was searching for them for yrs... finally... and thanks to benny who send us a list of almost all our pri sch friends' contacts... how cool is that!! even our pri school chinese teacher... cant wait to go back and meet them with everyone...

if only there's someone with the same tempo... if only...
to pat on yr head, to give u a tight hug when u're just too tired to move on or even to stand... to give you a hand and pull u up and study with u... to work hard with you... but nothing is perfect...
its difficult to move on alone...
its difficult to stand alone...
its difficult to be alone...

damn sucky... i really just hate this sem... and my mood just F* up whenever i have his class... u want to be so cocky, then show me that u're up to it... and not just eh ah... f* la... u dont know what u're saying then dont act u as if u're so great... shit la.. y are students always so busy... packed with loads of work to do... deadline to be met... sian...

i didnt just put bits and pieces in... i read... i learn... i do... f* it if i do it well.. but i tried... its not funny... it bloody hurts... it just crushes the confidence... you're of no help... shld i really continue under u?

Ginna!!! what to do... everytime i moody i think of u le... gan dong ma... haa yr nonsensical jokes or yr mature thoughts and logic... haa... but i dman bo eng to call u le.. or rather u also in ns, no time to entertain me... yr sis here need yr help la.. damn pms man...