everything has its balance... one after another happy mmts happen and one bloody thing jus spoiled my mood...
first up... paul got double promotion!!! wohoo... haa as if its any of my business.. haa just happy for a frnz... then next up and which is also the main thing, is mummy n daddy... haa... shh... shall not be told but seriously, "Daddy, I'm so so proud of u!!!" haa its smthin that i nv expect dad will do and he did!!! he's really a great great dad and a wonderful husband... this family is just so perfect...
then... some bloody god damn ass took my tiramisu!!! Fish man! god damn it! for the money and the effort spent! bloody idoit! i'm so hungry now and fishing pissed with whoever that ass is!

Awful awful awful… seriously in damn F* up mood… deep down inside, I’m crying once again… as usual… where went wrong? I thought I nailed the paper… I thought I know it all… I studied hard… done all the pass yr… but where went wrong? I finished it early… but I stayed to check… I did everything I could… but why? And of all, why this module? Why is it this that matters the most to me? Its really disappointing… this is really breaking me apart… F* man… whats the pt of working so hard… understanding it all… or maybe its just me… understanding the wrong way… whatever… don’t lecture me… no mood for that…

cherry = cherish.. isnt it swt? its been a such a long time.... starting to miss...
recently talked to my girls, qian, lyn n stace... its really nice to know wonderful happened for yr frnz.. really happy for u girls... as for lyn n me... sama sama la.. haa... but some things just cant be helped... and u really nv know and understand... dont think, dont guess... just let be... i'm so bored...like really still the same... as sucky as ever... its really NOTHING other then studies... even my daily emails or sms seems to be in the transition period... haha... everyone getting busy? maybe... but sometimes the reason jus doesnt seems rite... cant ask for more can i... haa...

anyway yest saw a adv on volunteering work... been dying to go since poly... but had attachment then... and now, i've signed up for the camp thing... damn.. when then can i get to go man... haa...

hmm... anu peeps, hows everyone's term break so far? it wasnt a nice break for me... it started off very badly... everyone was celebrating for the start, but i started with preparing my math exam during the break.. anyway it was during the easter holi... no matter how busy we are, kelly n me manage to cook a wonderful enjoyable dinner with out lovely easter eggs... haa...



as you can see how life is boring here, there's nothing much we can do but to study, do reports etc... and so... is was wat we done then...


haa... but no matter wat, its nv enough... its the term break... and so we decided to give ourself a small treat to go syd for 2 days to hv good food!!! haa... and guess wat!!! we stay in Calton crest!!! woohoo (thanks to paul)... haa and there's no single bed in that hotel, so we got each a queen size bed!!! how cool is that man.. and that guy is really damn nice and friendly.. haa.. was actually 300+ per night but guess wat.. he lowered down to a rate you can only get if u book online, 179!!! damn good la... haa... and check out the food we had... hee... (we finished everything...lol) damn nice...

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to. You are not a very grounded person. You prefer dreams to reality. For you, it's all about possibilities. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

恋爱ing... remember this song? I do... our very song..... a song that brings back memories... esp the day i left... *sob... wanted to take a break from studying... wanted to watch drama.. but b4 it starts, 恋爱ing was playing... memories came back.... took out the cds you guys made for me... started crying again while watching... i'm seriously v touched... i seriously miss u guys... when are we going ktv again? when are we going supper together? sentosa, steamboat and lots lots more... the fun we had... you guys are really great... *hugs...

)(&*^%^%$$#!!! damn it... i'm suppose to be happy and enjoy at least for today, cos term break starts tmr!!! neighbours blasting their music and now out to club... and wth i'm doing?!! studying for wed exam!! god damn it... and got at least 7 reports to be done and one more exam on the immediate mon when sch starts.. how sucky can things be man... seriously... darn... i'm seriously damn tired now... i wan to slp!!! but i cant... arghz... jus so pissed....