Hui Jie... Happy Birthday!!! Not sure if u'll see this b4 i call u... but jus wanna say i LOVE you.. thanks for everything.. Miss you lots lots... cant wait to see u... HUGS n KISSES..

~Amelia*yue*

Oops.. have i made u guys worried? I was jus being bored... I'm fine... no worries... Just tired and stress over studies.. its jus the normal phase in life.. =)and dun worry... i wont give up.. its already the last paper... not worth.. haa and i wont let u guys down.. no matter what, thanks for the post... touched... *hugz (cant wait for the real Huggy) =p
Starting of a new wk.. soon after today, lots more will be back in sg.. diff times really passes by slowly... days seems wks.. argh...
*my promise to "kor"... I'll remember to sayang u once i'm back... wait k... hee =p
~Missing... missing.. missing~~

~Amelia*yue*

To my dearest Lao Puo,

No matter how hard things are going for you,
No matter how far apart away we all may be,
Always remember we girls are always only a phone call away.
And Don't Quit.

Everyone misses you badly. We can't wait for you to be back girl...

Here's a BIG shoutout on behalf of everyone: WE MISS YOU!

love,
joycelyn

It has been complaining, dissatisfaction, etc... When will one be satisfied? Are we asking too much in life? Should this be the case? Should we be contempt with what we have and stay with it? or should be demand for more in order to push yrself to a higher level? What shld be the way? What do you really want?
Whats in yr mind right now? work? study? relationship? friends? family? Has yr mind ever stop and think abt yourself? What you want in life? And... What u need... we often not sure of ourselves... what we feel, what we actually want... wouldnt it be gd to have someone enlighten you? But till when u got to wait till one shows up and enlighten u? What if the person dun ever shows up? Can’t u jus think and enlighten yrself???

Bored... has been wks of study... I’m really v tired... i really can’t go on any more... esp when my mid night bro has left... haa... only can study in the day... but soon... after wed... everyone is done with their paper... where can i find the mood to continue? So dead... got to finish study soon... and my assignment... i'm on the verge of giving up... HPO... really hell tough... struggling... dun even understand a thing... when u dun hv the interest, its really so diff to do well... yeaks... one more wk and it over.. At least for a mth... now even break giving me headache... one prob after another... Sian... can’t be bothered... jus see how it goes... nv will have the best of both worlds...

~Amelia*yue*

*peeps, check out my photos... new updates... =)

Firstly, Happy Birthday Rus! =)

Woke up real early today.. nothing special as usual... library, mugging.. really can feel that my body starting to worn out.. really feeling extremely tired and not having gd appetite.. think really need to recuperate after this exams period.. somehow, although with all the mugging and hardwork, i jus doesnt seems to hv the confidence in doing well... not like mid sem, the confidence... why?

anyway came back shortly after 2hrs of study.. Rus and me really too tired to go on studying.. decided to taken a nap b4 next session of mugging.. however, there isnt time for 2nd session.. haa cos all the time were used up for..... after lunch, we help Rus celebrate his bday, cutting cake and giving him his unofficial pressie... stocking.. haa.. made him wear his boxers and that and when outside to cut cake etc.. gosh.. didnt expect that he is so on.. haa.. oh yah.. and we poured glitters on him.. keke.. familiar? yap.. thats wat u guy (sec frnz) didnt to me last yr.. after the cake, blah blah blah... he went to take a shower b4 we got into serious business to study again.. but... little did he expect that the sa bo wasnt over... haa... on the way to library, jus outside hostel, eugene came rushing out of the chapel with the diluted caramel spilling it all over him... haa followed by emo and me with flour and wipped cream... but then... wah liao... i'm a girl lo.. disadvantage... easily snatched away from me... and yap... as u expected... i kanna as well... fun fun... and haa he got to bath again... 3 times... haa.. after all the fun... finally back to study AGAIN... sick... puke... didnt study much and soon after, its dinner time.. haa.. went happy's to hv a nice dinner... feeling quite dead after dinner... but no choice... still need coffee to stay awake for study... and yap yap... gotta go study...

wait wait.. one last short update... yest night when i was studying in law lab, peeps were playing with fireworks again!!! rus and me went out, and luckly we manage to see.... was so so nice... and regreted that i nv buy one from them... haa.. but anyway... i will sure get myself one next yr... keke... then i take photos let u guys see... keke...

still missing u guys dearly... dying to see u guys... hugs...

~Amelia*yue*

dinner was terrible.. no choice but to make pizza again.. getting sick of it.. although wasnt that bad, infact taste rather good.. but again.. having that everytime jus isnt rite.. miss home cook food.. soup and stuff.. haa.. anyway emo shit (keke.. jus got to know his nick) wasnt happy abt dinner, so we decided to go happy's.. i didnt have much.. tummy wasnt feeling good... jus ate a little from his.. we then headed to gus for coffee... not enjoying life.. but got to stay up in law lab again mugging.. coffee is thus essential.. coffee usually goes with small talks.. qns and stories.. knowing more.. thinking more......
on our way to gus, we saw this notice, its the queen's birthday tomorrow and u're allowed to put fireworks 2 days before and on the actual day from 5pm to 10pm!!! omg.. why didnt i know it earlier? isnt it cool? maybe not to some but i'm really dying to try... it wont be as nice as those that u seen during big occasions but its nice to light it up yrself and with yr close friends...
while walking to back to uni, emo saw shooting star!!! damn.. not fated to see it.. its jus right infront of me but i missed it.. sad.. haa anyway.. approaching asian studies multi-story carpark, we saw "fireworks"... ran up to the carpark to check it out then ran all the way to the place where those guys were playing but think we jus missed it.. till then they we playing with something similar to sparkles but it burns and sparks when u throw it up.. kinda cool.. we made a deal then that we'll get it next yr.. we must hv our v own fireworks... =p

~Amelia*yue

was watching the 2 cds my dear friends made for me again... couldnt help it but to tear again... i really miss u guys so so much... so much memories... no matter as a group or individual, we always had our fun and crazy times.. i really cant wait to go back.. i really wan to be with u guys once again... wanted to call anyone to talk.. but i used up my credits... haiz...
anyway sorry for not being on msn for quite a long time.. really busy with work and now exams.. jus had my paper yest.. tot will not fail but doubt can do v well.. jus pray hard will do better for the next two...
really miss every single one of u lots lots... hugs... muackkkk...

~Amelia*yue*

yest.. wat a day.. teary stressful day.. i finished one chapt procceding to the next.. however, nothing seems to be familiar to me.. i felt the pressure.. the helpless.. the anxious... the tears... i left the study room to take a break.. to relax and calm myself.. however, the mmt i got back looking at my notes, all the feeling came banging at me again.. diverting my attention to drawing.. but it somehow got worse.. couldnt hold it any longer... my cheeks are wet.. burying my head way down.. so embarrassed.. the mmt i got out, i let it all out.. felt much better after letting it out and after a talk.. jumping around to cheer myself up again and yap it did help.. but... till then i'm real hungry.. haa went to hv supper... dead.. think really got fatter cos of all these.. ahh... got to get back in shape!!! haa.. =p when i got back to hostel, dying to talk to hui jie.. but was already 12am at yr side.. later SP scold me.. miss ya..

today got back to my notes again.. everything seems more logical now.. not perfectly understood.. but at least i did my best understanding more.. hope can finish reading soon, then can seek help.. although this module sucks but i still wan to do it gd.. really tired..

night peeps love and missing u all dearly.. hugz..

~Amelia*yue*

Mind or Heart?
It was often told that wat was expected, what was suppose to be done, and this is often decided by yr mind.. however, when it comes to matters that affects yr heart as well, things jus doesnt goes the way it was told and the way it shld be.. how? should heart rule yr mind? or shld yr mind rule yr heart? balance of both (how isit possible)? how?
vex.. things jus happen without u realising it.. when u realise it, isit too late? if so, how?
should things be let known or should it be cover up? u're not sure if its right or wrong.. there's no definate ans.. how?
too free to think of so much qns? nahh... wont be able to concentrate if everything is trap within.. got to free my tots somewhere..
i hope to get back soon.. i need a break from all this stress and trouble tots.. i got to bury myself in fun.. craving for rest...

~Amelia*yue*