~Boring... Lost focus~

Its friday!!! shld be party time... but not for me.. everyone was still in bed and I'm up heading to sch... I'm so tired, trying v hard to stay focus but jus keep dozing off.. had two packets of coffee for one serving but still no effect... I'm dead.. wat shld i do?? lessons ended at 1pm.. finally.. took a ride back from my friend using bicycle, so so scary.. but so relax and fast... haa... anyway when i went back for lunch, my friends jus got out of bed!!! damn... so good... envious... hmph..

Didnt do much the whole afternoon, did some photo edit, post and admire photos and slag till evening... dinner, bath, net and study...

Couldnt stay focus today... been surfing net once in awhile while studying... mind been wondering away... need to control... need to get back to track... need to work hard for my studies... Studying really is a brain torture... cant slp well, cant hv entertament, cant socialise, cant... too much to say... its not true for some, they can play hard yet get gd results too... but i'm not in that category... how i wish i could...

Anyway i'm so so sleepy now... made a promise to myself tat i gotta study finish before i slp, so think i betta continue with my work now... *muackkk*

good night my dear ones... *hugz*

~Amelia *yue*