hmm.. feeling good.. when u're diff from others doesnt mean that is a bad thing after all.. lots of changes, lots of surprises make u worry that you u're doing the right stuff.. however, patient tells alot.. wait n see.. althought was another normal stressful rushing lab, i learn some stuff from there.. dun rush, u wont get a good result.. patient pays off.. i was v worried and upset when i took out my sample that was left from last week, the colour changes while others still remains the same.. ask patrick wat shld i do abt it and he jus smile and said, no prob! colour changes is not a problem, jus go ahead with it.. cool! felt more relived.. but when i was doing my distillation and was close to the end where my samples shld dry up, my samples starts to dissolved in remainding liquid and all dissapear.. once again, worried.. seeking help from patrick again.. he didnt understand as well jus asked me to continue with it.. and said that my yield maybe very low.. soon after, he then realised that my flask was too hot and so my samples may have melted.. so we removed it from the heat and let it cool down.. wala!!! yeappie!!! crystals formed!!! and was a very nice and dry samples that i got.. he helped me all along and we did my recrystallization and i got a good yield as compared to the other girl.. happy.. thanks patrick! appreciated his help.. v nice lec.. =)

anyway yest had my first exam in uni.. anxious, worried... dunno how it would be like.. no mood for dinner.. took some fruits only.. was only 6+ and it was pitch dark.. rus and ernest offered to company me to my exam hall but i declined.. luckly they insisted, cos was really dark and scary.. haa... the paper wasnt that bad after all.. manage to ans all the ans with lots of spare time to check through my ans.. at least my hardwork paid off.. jus hope that results came out good.. hee.. walking back alone after exam.. so so scary.. lucky after 7pm the lights are on and once in a while would have some people walk pass.. hope wont have stupid exams so late at night.. so scary.. haa

after exams, went to grab my packed late dinner and went to rus's room to study jap.. test for today.. wasnt prepared for this at all.. study study study till 12+ and i got to finish off with my lab report.. one last qns.. haa.. had no idea how to ans and tot of my one n only "jiu xing"!!! hui jie!!! keke.. but 2 expert, who r in chem industry dunno!!! jus wat are the 2 r doing.. durn.. haa.. anyway miss her so so much.. muack muack jie.. keke.. anyway manage to write up some ans via references from internet... did till 2+ and was so worn out.. tired.. head of to bed..

surprisingly today, i nv doze off in class at all.. love it.. the feeling is jus so good.. really can concentrate on wat was taught.. maybe lesser slp is better? haa.. i really dunno.. hope can mantain.. i need dom!!! july got to ask my buddies to bring it over for me.. hee.. thanks in adv guys.. haa.. okie.. got to prepare my jap oral exam and do my maths assignment!!! this wk over and yippie!!! time for rest!! jia you jia you jia you!!! =)