anyway today me and Rus helped Ern to dye his hair.. v satisfied with the results.. haa.. nicely done.. *giggle.. BHB rite.. but seriously not bad wo.. hee.. =p
anyway after that we slag in rus room with eugene, gill and hus as well and we had porridge, cai xin and the tou fu ru thing... hee.. nice nice..
then i got back to my room awaiting for qian to come online to hv our discussion... wait.. wait.. not for long till i heard some noise... freaked out.. hp cant call out, force myself to walk over to use the phone but nv pick up... couldnt hold it down anymore, i'm really frightened... walk out to the room and headed to rus's rm.. walking slowly... till a pt i couldnt help it but to run.. almost brokedown.. but i told myself not to.. i've grown up.. i got to be brave.. he was abt to slp.. so pai sei to disturbe him.. stayed in his room for some time.. he tired diverting my attention and talked abt other stuff... then i used his internet to discuss things with qian... till i think 2+? not sure of the time.. i could see tat he's v v tired and hungry.. so if could get to slp, he dun hv to eat.. so i decided i hv to face it myself and shldnt disturbe him further so i went back.. he walked me to my room and left.. thanks... i couldnt slp.. i'm so frightened when my eyes were closed.. so i woke up and went online.. talk to my friends.. cant concerntrate.. so i watch one episode of drama... and told myself i cant do this.. i need to rest.. i need to study.. i need to wake up early.. so i went off to bed.. and lucky enough, i'm too tired and fall asleep soon.. sigh... wat a night.. filled with so much diff feelings.. this is crazy...
~Amelia*yue*