moody.. stressed.. i jus cant take it any more.. i'm so worried.. my assignments are not done yet.. still working on it.. i asked her for help.. didnt help much, instead made me feel even worse.. knowing that results was better and help became less.. wat is this? y frnz jus leave when yr results are better? i didnt pretend to be stupid and know nothing to ask for help and end up i get better.. i really didnt understand.. but i studied and practice.. this isnt the first time.. it happened once long time ago.. it broke my heart.. thinking wat friendship meant.. anyway trying to get over it.. jus thinking wat shld i do with my assignment.. ask my lec for help but not much could be asked.. know a bit more but wasnt enough.. didnt bother much, dun bother wat pp would think.. i jus msg another girl hoping that she could help.. jus hope that i can finish it.. 40%.. its a hell lot of weightage.. i cant affort to lose it.. so tough.. how can i not be stressed up and break down??? *sight~~

Yest, woke up early with Rus for breakfast and went to the gym together and meeting kelly there as well.. he finally made up his mind to join.. karen and ern wanted to join us as well but both back out last min.. hopefully thur they would join us then.. =) did quite some weights and manage to perserver on the ski for 20mins.. was really tought.. but felt so good.. was so tired the whole day.. fell asleep every now n then..

jus finish my breakfast with gill n rus.. on our way back to our rm, pass by the letter box and gill got a parcel.. envy.. thinking where has mine gone to.. still pining hope that someday mine will still arrive.. still anxiously looking for my name on the note board everyday.. its been months but still hasnt arrive.. where has it gone to?? i wonder...

~Amelia*yue*