Just got an update from a frnz... really felt happy for her... was jus thinking wat i had said to her... there's no regulation, no rules as in how it shld goes... you shld experience and have it in yr own special way... however, it leads me thinking through wat i've been through and wat i hv heard and known.. There’s always possibility of both positive and negative conclusion... however, if u follow the rules of those with positive outcome, would yrs be a positive outcome as well? I doubt so... but sometimes jus couldnt help but to think it that way... if only... sight... maybe time for the positive outcome has yet to come... jus have to wait... but would it ever happen? Watching dramas has always drawn me into another dimension, fantasying... but when it ends, you still need to be woken up and face the reality... This is jus life...

Jus read a frnz's blog.. totally forgotten abt my fav night cycling!!! omg.. my lovely gang... while reading, was so envious of them hanging out together as usual in ktv, ming ge chan ting, wakeboard etc.. how i wish i'm there.. anyway, he mention abt night cycling.. was dying to be there.. so sad.. but as i read on, its planning for me!!! gosh... i'm so touched.. haa.. but if i'm not wrong, its suppose to be a surprise? and it xzr again to leak the news again.. haa.. he is always so funny.. always brighten our day.. nv will u be bored with him around, with his silliness, u nv fail to smile.. or shld i say laugh.. my lovely frnz.. i'll be back soon!!! miss u all lots lots...

~Amelia*yue*