yest.. wat a day.. teary stressful day.. i finished one chapt procceding to the next.. however, nothing seems to be familiar to me.. i felt the pressure.. the helpless.. the anxious... the tears... i left the study room to take a break.. to relax and calm myself.. however, the mmt i got back looking at my notes, all the feeling came banging at me again.. diverting my attention to drawing.. but it somehow got worse.. couldnt hold it any longer... my cheeks are wet.. burying my head way down.. so embarrassed.. the mmt i got out, i let it all out.. felt much better after letting it out and after a talk.. jumping around to cheer myself up again and yap it did help.. but... till then i'm real hungry.. haa went to hv supper... dead.. think really got fatter cos of all these.. ahh... got to get back in shape!!! haa.. =p when i got back to hostel, dying to talk to hui jie.. but was already 12am at yr side.. later SP scold me.. miss ya..

today got back to my notes again.. everything seems more logical now.. not perfectly understood.. but at least i did my best understanding more.. hope can finish reading soon, then can seek help.. although this module sucks but i still wan to do it gd.. really tired..

night peeps love and missing u all dearly.. hugz..

~Amelia*yue*